| After a while you can make yourself believe in almost anything, so i'm making myself believe in you |
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| 03:42pm 06/12/2004 |
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mood:  hyper music: rx bandits
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so the other day I decided that I'd try and start my computer up in hopes of being able to retrieve my graduation paper...and it magically worked. this is glorious
on friday night me and justin went to gateway to see ben and dan wrestle..they both did good even though i was freakin out cause it was dans first match ever. after me n justin just came back to my house for the night.
then saturday me and erica went to the punchline/starting line show...which was decent. Then venue sucked though because they wouldn't let you do anything. Everytime someone started a pit there'd be a security gaurd breaking it up. The one grabbed me by the shirt yelling quit that in my face. But besides that punchline was real good, and TSL was ok. They were better 2 years ago.
after the show me and erica went to dan's house with slater, ben, and justin...that was fun as always
and sunday was typical...me and justin slept most of the day being none of us slept the night before...we made dinner n watched the game. The steelers won. They're amazing.
as for today...school wasn't too bad for a monday i suppose. I learned what color my two was in pysch..strange. and played some hardcore lacrosse...and me and spru discovered we have twin cars Now i'm off to the mall with maura and gina
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| I don't mind spending everyday out on your corner in the pouring rain... |
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| 09:11am 27/07/2004 |
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mood:  nostalgic music: mxpx
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on sunday night, me, justin, and his little brother went to their moms house for dinner. that was fun stuff. then me n justin just came back to my house for a while.
yesterday I hung out with ash for a bit. then me, erica, gina, and bree went to the mall. I got some shorts at pac-sun, and i wanted these converse shoes from journeys so so bad, but I still have to by my warped tour ticket, so I knew I couldn't get both. But its ok, because my mommy said i could take money out of my savings account to get them. and even if she wasn't going to do that justin said he'd buy em for me. We came back from the adventurous trip to the mall and justin came over. we went out to get dinner, then to the salvation army. what a place. came back to my house and hung out for a while.
around 9:30 i headed over to erica's. maura, gina, bruce, and brad were there too. we all headed to DQ and got free stuff cause I got the hook up there.
went back to erica's, bruce & brad went home and us girls just chilled for the rest of the night. "lex the product of sex" haha..good stuff.
let me just say that I am so so excited for warped tour :-) only 9 more days. wooot.
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| Let your knife say all that your mouth couldn't say from the top of a neck to the bottom of a waist. |
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| 08:42am 23/07/2004 |
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mood:  awake music: My Chemical Romance---Drowning Lessons
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wednesday night I went over justin's house. and we slept our live away. ha, not really, but we did nothing at all because both of us were so exhausted. then we went to the tastee freeze to get ice cream because we love love looove that place<3 then we came back to my house for the night.
woke up yesterday morning and went with ash to get her hair cut. I kinda wanted to get my hair cut short, but who am i kidding? i would die! so then we went to eckerds and bought hair dye to dye her hair with. We got ready and headed out without a destination in mind. We headed to Carson Street in pittsburgh, but we hit so much traffic that we thought it'd be pointless by the time we got down there. So we just hit up starbucks instead. Then we were gonna head out to the sands, but decided against it. So we went to maura's house to see the tube in her nose. poor maura, that really sucks, but its coming out to today. woo!
as for today, i'm going to get my hair done at 1:00. then going to monroeville with erica. Tonight me, erica, and maura are going to tom's house to swim. The triplets & friends will be there as well. |
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| Paint my face in shades of blood and grey, and take the seat right next to me... |
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| 01:08am 21/07/2004 |
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mood:  awake music: FOB---Nobody puts baby in the corner
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bree came over today for a little, we hung out and got ready, then jess & erica picked us up. we went to jess's, then headed to the DQ in hermanie. Met RJ, paris, and justin. Then we ran into tat, shaiffer, and lochner. After that we went over the kelly's house for a while. Bruce, brad, and josh were there, along with donnie and all of his poker buds. Oh yea, you can't forget mr.kelly ((right air??)) haha. then we headin to bree's house to get her stuff, and they were going to drop me off, but my mom wasn't home and i wasn't gonna go in my house with john alone. so i went back to erica's, and justin picked me up and waited with me till my mom got home. but now its bed time
( Hide the details, I don't want to know a thing... ) |
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| i've come to learn that these games are dangerous they're breaking me i can't lie i think i love you |
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| 11:55am 20/07/2004 |
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mood:  frustrated music: the june spirit
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saturday night me and justin went out to madison for a little, then we went and picked up gina from maura's house because she needed a ride home. then we just came back to my house and hung out for the rest of the night.
sunday i caught up on some much needed sleep, because i was exhausted from friday night. then me, bree, and maura went to target to get some stuff. then hung out at maura's house for a bit and decided to go to DQ, which was interesting to say the least. got followed home, yikes! then bruce, brad, and nate came over maura's for a little.
monday morning justin picked me up @ 6:45, so i came back home and slept a little more. then me, erica, and maura went to giant eagle to get some things. then went out for lunch and saw andy & marcel. Me, erica, and casey went to the mall, target, and linens & things to get casey stuff for college. we dropped him off and went back to maura's house to sleep for the night. 
today, i have to go running, clean my room, that kinda stuff that i hate hate hate. but oh well. then tonight we're going golfing. |
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| Some things are worth the wait...don't let me down again... |
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| 11:49am 17/07/2004 |
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mood:  giddy music: our SuMmEr '04 cd! wooot.
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lets see here the drive-ins with justin the other night were fun. spider man 2 and white chicks played, but i fell asleep during white chicks
wednesday i had to go to the dentist...and I hate the dentist. but it surprisingly wasn't all that bad. so i left a happy camper:) later on that night me, gina, jess, & maura went to potter's house. It was pretty fun. Took jess, gina, and air back to erica's house. Justin came and picked me n maura up, took us back to potter's. we got vance, then the 4 of us drove back to erica's so i could get my car. then me & maura went n stayed at potter's for the night.
woke up the next morning and went shopping with my sister for a bunch of different things. Had a party at my house that night. john went pyscho. what else is new? he needs to die.
yesterday I went to my G*ma's house because i missed her. and she's the best. hung out there till 5:30 ish. came home, got ready, went over to rob's house w/ justin, ray, and dan. Hung out there for a little, then me, jess, and beter headed to the sands, which was a fun time as always. Later on we headed to erica's house. kylie, bree, maura & gina were there too. Around 2:30 everett, potter, vogal, and jason came over. they ended up just staying the night. "he rides me worse than my dad...oh wait he doesn't ride me at all"--gina renea fun times.
we woke up this morning and me, kylie, and gina went to eat & park for breakfast. Then we went to NHS to see some of ryan's game. Now i'm goin to get a shower, then go to the movies with bruce, gina, and ryan. And then me and justin are hanging out tonight...later on<3
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| Few scenes from my life or moments mean more to me than our fine nights... |
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| 06:47pm 13/07/2004 |
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mood:  hot music: TE11---ashala rock
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field hockey last night was pretty fun. because it poured down rain. the good kind of rain. the kind where its so hot outside and you just want to stand in it forever. I love the rain<33 however, the fact that I had white shorts on kinda sucked.. what are you gonna do?
i came home and rented a movie, ordered pizza...had a much needed relaxing night, and caught up on some sleep.
woke up this morning, and went running. I hate having to run 2 miles everyday, but thats life i guess. Then I came home and watched dawson's creek, ate my mud and bugs, then watched the cosby's. bill makes me happy inside. Went outside and fell asleep in the sun, which wasn't the best of ideas because now one side of my face is burnt. yay
as for tonight, i'm goin to the drive-in...woo hoo! the first trip there this summer
BabyBoySJT: lol better be, i dont wanna havta do any james bond shit to get in, like u did to get into my hot tub |
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| you'll never scream so loud as I want to scream with you... |
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| 12:07pm 12/07/2004 |
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mood:  relaxed music: boys night out
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hm..lets see here, saturday night I went and picked josh up, then we went to dan's house and hung out there for a while. Oliver & jess were there too. Around 3, we layed down to go to bed, and dan's sister comes home and freaks out and tells us all ((including dan)) to get out of her house and blah blah blah. So we headed to josh's house and just slept there.
i came home in the morning and slept a bit. then waited for ashley and heath to get home, hung out with them for a while. Me & gina headed to irwin park to watch the PNB play. Chris, Ryan, and Sean met up with us down there. After, we all went swimming at gina's house for a bit. Bree, jess, and zach came too. Around 10 me, bree, sean, chris, & ryan went back to sean's house to get in his hot tub because the pool was freezing. Me & Bree headed back here for the night around 12. good times.
so i woke up today and had the daily bowl of mud & bugs because I couldn't survive without them. Now I have to clean up my room and my mom wants me to work on some of my summer assignment. Then I have field hockey tonight from 6-8.. |
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| they say good friends are hard to find, thats cause the best are already mine... |
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| 03:17pm 10/07/2004 |
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mood:  tired music: the cure
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thursday night me, jess, maura, & gina went to King's because maura was leaving for camp up at UNC around 11:00 that night. That was fun, more funny that anything though. "do you think my mom's a lesbian?" "my horse couldn't even eat that" "stop staring and take a picture!!" haha good stuff.
then we went back to jess's house to sleep. I went over rob's house for a while and talked to justin. Dan picked me, gina, n jess up around 12:30 and we went to wendy's and to giant eagle to get some luigi's italian ice..yumm. Ate our stuff in the driveway and played with sparklers. we watched only one of the greatest movies ever, down to you, then went to bed.
yesterday me, josh, dan, and jess went to kennywood for the evening. It was alot of fun, crowded though. We left there around 10:45, picked up erica, then headed to the sands. which was a blast. Nick, shaiffer, looch, tamassy, tat, jason, duzyk, and all those good people were there. We stayed till 3 ish then me, erica, n jess went back to josh's house to sleep.
and being we only got 2 hours of sleep, i came home and took a nap, then went to giant eagle for my mom. now its shower time, then out later. |
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| Shake down you make me break, for goodness sake I think i'm on the edge of something new with you... |
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| 01:33am 08/07/2004 |
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mood:  giggly music: Matchbook Romance---Greatest Fall
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yesterday was so much fun! the concert was amazing I must say, and we met some pretty cool people too. Met polish caddy on the way down. We got there pretty early, and cooked hamburgers and stuff on the grill we brought. Then we threw some football and talked to monty & zeek from the street team. The gates opened at 6:30, so we went in and walked around. Ran into looch and tamassy surprisingly. Then beth and her brother. Around 7:30 we met up with sean and jason. That was pretty cool, cause i haven't seen them in forever. Hung out with them for a while and met andre, ben, and scooter. .:*save a horse, ride a cowboy!*:. haha fun times.
we headed back to gina's for the night...talked to the polish cad for a bit and got some sleep.
today i woke up and got my hair cut. Then me and ash went to kohl's, got some new shoes. Then later on I went to gina's house. Bryan and Shane came over for a bit. Then jess came over. Me & jess left and went back to her house, then dan picked us up and we went and hung out at josh's house for the rest of the night.
so now i'm home, its been a pretty good couple of days. I'm sure tomorrow will be another good one, as for now, its bed time. nite<3
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| everybody would waste it all to have a summer that they could call memory thats full of fun... |
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| 11:44pm 05/07/2004 |
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mood:  shocked music: TE11---ashala rock
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wow, what an interesting couple of days..yesterday me, josh, maura, and nick went and saw dodgeball. then we went out to eat. then we headed to vance's house to watch some fireworks and he had a bon-fire and stuff. It was pretty fun.
I went to dan's around 12:30. Justin, slater, and brandon were there too. I stayed the night over there, i swear we got no sleep though because me & justin slept on a couch that i swear was made for a midget.
Today me, gina, and bree went to see ryan's game cause he happened to play in norwin. After we all went to the eat & park out by his house in latrobe. We had a fun time listenin to some old school music. Then we took ryan home and i dropped off bree & gina.
After I got home, Justin, dan, and rob just came over for a little bit.
then tomorrow night is the concert with zach, gina, maura, & erica. *phew*..i need to breathe |
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| after all those nights you kept me warm, i'd hold my breath just to hear you sleep |
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| 10:28am 04/07/2004 |
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mood:  content music: tokyo rose---I love you...too
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yesterday was very interesting to say the least...I was supposed to go to the drive-in with justin, rick, and sarah, but 10 minutes before they picked me up, me & my mom got into the biggest fight ever. and she flipped out and said i wasn't allowed to go. Even though she eventually did say i could go, but justin already left by then.
so i cleaned up my room, and jess n maura picked me up. we went to jess's, then dan picked us up after he got off work and we went to hoke's house. That actually ended up being alot of fun. Even though i didn't think it would be fun because i was in a pretty shitty mood, but i was wrong. I had a really good time.
dan took me, jess, n maura back to jess's around 2:30...we stayed up and talked for a while, then went to bed.
today me, jess, and maura are going to the mall. I need to get something to wear tuesday night.I'm not sure what i'm doing later on. Zach, gina, maura, nick, jess, dan, and josh are all doing something and want me to come, but i have to talk to some other people first. as for now i'm off to shower..later on:) |
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| Catalyst you insist to pull me down, you contradict the fact that you still want me around... |
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| 02:18pm 02/07/2004 |
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mood:  nauseated music: Story of the Year---Falling Down
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last night i met justin & slater at slater's house..hung out there for a little bit. then went to see notebook with some people. it was pretty fun. we went to rita's after too....we live at rita's.
this morning I woke up and went to field hockey till 11:30. It was so hot, but other than that it was alright. Then came home and ran some errands with my sister. Found out that erica & maura came and slept in my bed this morning when i wasn't here. haha they're funny.
Tonight I have to babysit from 5-10:30 ish. Then most likely meetin up with the girls after and gettin outselves into something. But then again, don't we always??
( It's all for you... ) |
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| The two of us we dream like one... |
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| 12:52pm 01/07/2004 |
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mood:  hot music: brand new--- sic transit gloria... glory fades
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last night maura & erica picked me up, then we went to wendy's and saw ryan, from TSG. wow, that made my day, ok more like my year. Then JK called and said he wasn't gonna be at his house till 1:00, so we went and hung out at justin's. Brandon was there, then kim & dan came too. Around 1 we headed to jason's house. Looch & tamassy were there too. Me & erica watched the 5th wheel and enjoyed some mud & bugs. yummm.
Justin picked me up from there around 2:30-3 and we went back to his house. We were gonna watch a movie, but then decided to just go to bed because he had to get up early for work. Even though that never happened and we ended up waking up at 12...but it was nice to sleep in.
oh and to make someone a happy camper--> dan is a cool kid, even though he never hangs out with us...ever.
My mom's gone till tomorrow night, and left me lots of stuff to do for her. But its easy stuff, and i have the car, so oh well. Now I'm off to the gym and to get all this stuff done so I can do something with justin tonight:) |
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| In case I forget to tell you...I had a really great time tonight... |
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| 05:39pm 29/06/2004 |
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mood:  loved music: thrice
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justin wasn't allowed to go to the pirate game last night, because he had to take his brother somewhere. so we ended up not doing much of anything, and yet had the best time.we drove around for a little with no destination in mind. I love lookin over at him and thinking that there's no where else in the world I'd rather be. Then we went to his house and watched a movie, but i fell asleep before it was over, so he carried me up to bed. Then we got up and I had to go to field hockey. It was such a good night<3
field hockey was decent. After I came home and hung out with ashley for a little. Took the dogs for a walk. The usual everyday stuff. Well, except for the part where I got stuck out on my roof. because I was sitting out there and I thought the bees were gonna fly through my window so I closed the screen, not thinking you can't open it from the outside. I eventually got it open though, thank god. That woulda sucked.
Tonight I'm doin something with the girls Who knows what we'll end up doing, but whatever it is I'm sure it'll be fun as always. Then field hockey in the am.
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| I hear your name in every word I say... |
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| 02:45pm 28/06/2004 |
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mood:  relaxed music: stars turn cold
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yesterday me and dan went to "rock for the cure." which was alot of fun i must say. It was at the alwine civic center, and some of the bands that played were stars turn cold, teen sensation glasses, rhetoric, a modest promise, evergreen movement, a week in july, zao and a whole lot more. all the money went to cancer research & stuff, so that was cool.
we met justin @ slater's house around 11...hung out there for a bit, then me and justin came back here for a while.
this morning i woke up and went to field hockey from 9-11:30. then had to go get an echo done to check up on the 'ol heart murmur. woo fun. then went to dunam's to get new spikes & stuff.
me & justin are goin to the pirate game with gina & zach tonight. yay! i <3 pirate games. after, i'm just gonna sleep over justin's. Then I got more field hockey tomorrow morning. |
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| 04:11pm 26/06/2004 |
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mood:  content music: punchline---just getting started
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let's see here...Thursday night I hung out with justin for a while, then went to maura's and there was a whooole bunch of people there, so i hung out there for a while, then justin picked me up and we drove around for a bit, then i just came home cause yesterday morning we left @ 6:00 to go to UMD...which I must say was amazing. I fell in love with the campus, even though its really big, I always said i wanna go to a big school. we got stuck in traffic on the way home, which sucked and ended up not getting home till 8:30 ish. then justin came over & we went and rented some movies and he ended up just sleeping over.
today has been decent. even though i don't have a car cause my mom is at work, but oh well. tonight i'm i'm doing something with the girls which will be fun times as always..who knows what we're gonna get into tonight. |
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| Now i'm gonna walk away, but it's up to you to say how far... |
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| 11:19am 24/06/2004 |
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mood:  grateful music: fall out boy---the patron saint of liars and fakes
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yesterday i went & got my nails done, then went to the gym, then justin came over for a while. He dropped me off at maura's around 11:30ish.
jess & dan came over, then jason & shaifer came over too. we wanted to go swimming, but decided maura's pool was way to cold, so we went to jason's and got in his hot tub. around 3:00 we finally headed back to maura's, called a few people, then went to bed.
today i have to get senior pictures done at 1:00..which should be interesting. then the girls are hangin out for a while. and later on tonight i'm doin something with justin..oh yea and we have to say bye to rob, cause he's leaving for alaska tomorrow.
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| 62 degrees. everything is blue. silouette of trees. all I see is you<3 |
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| 11:03pm 22/06/2004 |
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mood:  aggravated music: fairweather---welcome to last year
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since yesterday and today have been so interesting..i thought why not update the 'ol live journal? yesterday me, gina, biggs, & erica were gonna sleep @ maura's house in the tent, but then we decided that erica's house would be better, because we thought her parents wouldn't care...because jason, tat, matt, shaifer, luch, zach, n turnsek came over too, so there was kinda alot of us. so around 3:30 we all went to bed cause it started to rain outside n stuff..then carol leigh woke up and started shittin bricks..but it was hysterical. the whole night was hysterical. "where's the grill lighter?" "fine if no one wants, no one gets it" "she better be gettin it real hard, because this best be worth something!" haha..and then carol comes bustin in erica's room w/ the carpet cleaner because she thought air peed on the floor. so anyways, we all woke up in the morning and took maura to the hospital to work and then the rest of us went to eat n park. then i took gina & bree home
and john needs to die. i hate him. He told my mom that i was speeding and blah blah blah. whatever. and for some god only knows why reason she believes him, and won't let me do anything tonight or tomorrow night. and all i wanted to do was to see justin. but no of course not. what a bitch. i hate her too.
and then JK calls me and wants me n maura to go with him to this ecko's house, but of course i can't go. what a shitty night...oh well last night was such a good time.
i'm off to talk to justin because he always makes me feel better & i love him more than anything, then i'm headin to bed. |
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